Family

As I get older I realized I am not the family kind of person. I mean I love my family , but we weren't close when I was growing up. We never really celebrated holidays or birthdays ,we hardly call each other on those days. I know it can start to change if I make a effort , but I really don't think it would make a difference. I made a promise to myself that if I have kids that I would do the total opposite of my childhood. I will have real relationships with my children.